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i stepped home and immediately it started raining heavily. so not wanting to miss the rhythm of the falling rain, i quickly dropped my stuffs and opened the window right nex to my bed, wide.. its quite rare to have heavy night showers. hmm something’s gonna happen..

Anyway, this scene best describes me in this recent time; the seemingly clear dawn, unpredictable but usually lit afternoon, then everything suddenly ceases during night falls. How wonderful the rare night downpours visits, so as to keep the silence company. Is the active person in the day a front? or is he trying too hard in everything he do so as to feel life’s beat? which then its seems like the more i do, harder i try to perfect everything i do/own/relations etc, the night gets emptier.  Should i jus let things go on their own and let things achieve their natural/minimum status? but ironically i’m a perfectionist and this is probably impossible feat. haha its so hard to slack?! all this applies to relationships wise too.  Anyway pls comment and tell me ur views, appreciates alot =)

Next thing i’m quite here and there is about human relationships (hope theres some views on this too).  I watched <<Yi Qie Wan Mei>> and the Win guy quoted something not so pleasing but sounds logically (amazingly) true. Its something like there’s no grey zone, but only extremes deep within (as much as debated but still).  i.e: U’re good – not good = Ppl like – ppl dislikes, mutually exclusive deep within, just that the values seek varies among different ppl, and them seeking after different vanity (he quoted monetary and soul both are Rewards, which they ultimately still fall under the same category; the reward seeked/achievement). Is this really true? There’s a expected value tagged to r/s or as the pre-requisite to form a ideal r/s (in all types, bgr/frenship). In modern today?  If so, maybe that’s why… and maybe an answer to my first qns.

Just a penny for thoughts (haha sounds abit too poor right) but
Pls share ur views! Greatly Appreciates (even if its in Anonymous name) THANKS!

p.s: its 12 and the rain shows no signs of stopping.. guess i’ll get its company long tonight. not so bad?