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This past week has been so excruciating. And it all starts from last Sat.

Happy.

Happy fading.

Miserable.

Miserable.

Miserable.

Happy.

Happy Fading.

Miserable.

There’s this thing on my mind which i had wanted to say but when the time came i couldnt bear to say it. [You know you're right, bestie.]

After all these years i still cant …

How long can we still be good friends when we both know it’s wrong?

But i really dont want to lose you …

Let me know how you think if you read this, you know i’m talking about you.

Dont worry, i’m prepared for the worst.

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I know quite a few friends read my blog, but for those who dont know what i’m talking about, please, dont ask me.

For those who know, please bear with me.

All the while, i’ve been pretending for the world to see.

I’m so stupid.