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Alright, the Taiwan post is not here yet cos photos are in the hard disks and I’m lazy to plug it in.

Why can’t you stop being so irritating and stop contacting me? For over five years I’ve known you, I’ve only like met you for less than five times?

I don’t care if you don’t have any other friends. It’s extremely irritating to receive yr stupid msges when I’m in tw. I don’t reply means I’m not free. Don’t spam! Damn you.

Please hor, I’m in an unusually bad mood, don’t come and ask stupid qns. Except for some people of course. The rest will be electrocuted.

Ask no questions and I’ll tell no lies.

I feel like I’m going through menopause. Does living with madness affect?

And not everyone is suited to act cute. It irritates the hell outta people.

You! Better watch out, don’t say I never warn you.

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I went RWS for Boyslikegirls concert last night.

Actually I’ve never heard of them before, I tune in to 933 only. But turns out some of their songs are not too bad. A very short concert though, 75mins. It’s free anyway. =)

Didn’t have the chance to take a look at RWS, cos it’s dark and we were rushing. Saw part of a castle though. And casino entrance.

The concert was held in a ballroom and it’s standing concert. All I remember was loud music, muffled voices, glaring lights and crazy young girls. Lots.

Hey all!

I’m back from Taiwan for a week already! It was freezing over there. Like 4 aircons on full power following you around. I will blog more with photos over the weekend!

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I always forgot what websites i want to visit when i get home, remembering them when i’m at work. This is so frustrating. I need some supplements to boost my memory.

The older i get, the more i shun away from people.

I think there’s a curse in our office, the curse of single. Lol. You see, we designers and programmers are seated in a ‘cluster’, all facing a blank wall like classroom style. And it so happens that everyone sitting there is single, 7 girls and 1 guy. 3 have already hit their 30s while 5 of us are in our 20s. But the rest of the company are happily attached.

So do you think it’s a curse? Or are we not attractive enough? Hahaha..

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雨爱
杨丞琳

窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
Rainie love
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

暖暖的空气
很窒息
我无法呼吸
亿万颗
雨滴的距离
很彻底
眼泪消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
Rainie love
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

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Don’t judge me by the house i live in.

I’m back from Vietnam almost 2 weeks ago.

But I’M LAZY!

So that’s it. Bye.

Check out the photos.

No updates recently cos I have nothing to say.

I don’t want to write all those negative shits here just to get attention or whatsoever. I’m not THAT kind of person.

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I really have a low tolerance for people with broken English. Not that my English is very good, but can’t those people just google before they post something?

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On a lighter note, I went for my first spa! It’s a birthday present from a friend! No, my friend is not interested in me or whatever crap you’re thinking.

The spa was great! Good service, good environment, good massage, good everything! Oh man, I could get used to this kinda life.

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I’ve had my driving license for two years! Nothing major happened in these two years, just a few hiccups here and there. =x

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Just a few more weeks to the new year! I’ve been very busy since October so I hope in the new year I will have more time!

Hopefully, I will be moving away from woodlands in January if all goes well. =]

And I’ll be heading to Vietnam next week for company trip! Finally I’ll be having a real holiday, with planes and all, cos the last time I took a plane was about four to five years ago.

Bon voyage to me! Hope it’ll be a safe trip. Well, if the plane blows up or somebody decides to do suicide bombing in Ho Chih Min then that’s the end of me.

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Happy Birthday to Daddy!
Btw, his birthday was just over.

Blah blah blah, blah blah blah.

Good night!

The Blower’s Daughter
Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time

And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes…

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time

And so it is
The colder water
The blower’s daughter
The pupil in denial

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes…
Eyes…

Oh, did I say
That I loathe you?
Did I say
That I want to leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind
My mind…

Till I find somebody new

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I love this song! Heard it for the first time from 超級星光大道 where 倪安東 sang this song. I think 倪安東 sings better. Here’s a video of him singing this song. Enjoy.

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Btw, today’s my chinese birthday so have to eat mee sua, but my mum went malaysia to attend wedding dinner so i was left to cook my own mee sua. Turns out i overestimated the mee sua and cooked double portion!

So i had a really full dinner cos i managed to finish all of it! Haha!

Lesson learnt #1: Mee Sua multiplies in water.
Lesson learnt #2: Looks are deceiving. Same goes for mee sua.

Got all these below from Fb app, i was trying to find the first one that i missed and ended up with so many others before finding it. So i posted it here for all. =]

“Don’t miss the chances life is giving you to spend with the people you love… Remember that in this life, there are no rewinds.”

“Someone asked me, “Why do you keep loving someone who doesn’t love you back? There are tons of fish in the water.” I simply replied, “Just because it’s also water, would you drink from the sea?”

“Sometimes, you have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in your heart forever… even if you are gone in theirs.”

“Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for her/him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn’t you.”

“No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with…”

“Sometimes it’s better to let go without knowing the real reason… because it will surely hurt more to find it UNREASONABLE.”

“To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam.”

“You’ll never fall for someone you never shared your smiles with…”

“Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it’s already been said.”

“Love is like drinking beer… Once you get too much of it, you begin to act stupid.”

“Letting go of someone might be hard, yet it is the best way to make the other stay. Keep in mind that no two things can occupy the same space….at the same time.”

“Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can’t be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain… It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick.”

“We can’t gain if we can’t let go. There’s no love without tears, there’s no happiness without sacrifice, and there’s no forever without goodbyes…”

Yay! I finally did some exercise!

Ran at woodlands stadium with bestie on Tuesday which caused me to have muscle aches till today. Lol so the plan for alternate days running have to be shelved until my muscles can adapt to it.

The stadium’s track is also very uneven, with humps of bubbles everywhere! It’s like running through obstacle course. Seems like we have to find another place to run~

During a chat with bestie, the topic of friendship came up and we realised our definition of friendship is the same! No wonder we are besties.

Our definition is: “You treat me good I will treat you same or even better; you treat me bad I will treat you same or even worse!”

Beware friends! Some have already fallen into the bad category. I’m not saying it’s who though.

“The smart thing is to be prepared for the unexpected.”

Somehow I can’t see my blog from home, so I can only blog from my phone. Can’t possibly blog from work also right.

I’ve been feeling cranky lately. And anti social. Talk to the hand.

Pictures for the sept birthday are too large to be uploaded on the server so most probably I will separate the files and upload on yousendit. If you just wanna look at it most of them are on facebook. Go find it yrself.

I don’t like hougang area, it’s so confusing. And I don’t like slow drivers too. I overtake them when I can and slam my brakes to scare them. I’m just kidding you know.

I’m the biggest idiot ever.

路遥知马力，日久见人心。

I can’t stand people telling me stupid things too. From now on I will be shooting bullets in those people’s face. Like it or not, it’s none of my business.

TALK TO THE HAND!

Hoho..

I like this skin!

It’s PINK babeh!

But dont bother clicking on About and Contact on the side, it links to nowhere and i haven got to looking at the codes yet.

And the big pictures are all squashed. I’m not going to do anything about it though. Haha..