Jan 21 2010

101.

Hey all!

I’m back from Taiwan for a week already! It was freezing over there. Like 4 aircons on full power following you around. I will blog more with photos over the weekend!

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I always forgot what websites i want to visit when i get home, remembering them when i’m at work. This is so frustrating. I need some supplements to boost my memory.

The older i get, the more i shun away from people.

I think there’s a curse in our office, the curse of single. Lol. You see, we designers and programmers are seated in a ‘cluster’, all facing a blank wall like classroom style. And it so happens that everyone sitting there is single, 7 girls and 1 guy. 3 have already hit their 30s while 5 of us are in our 20s. But the rest of the company are happily attached.

So do you think it’s a curse? Or are we not attractive enough? Hahaha..

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雨爱
杨丞琳

窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
Rainie love
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

暖暖的空气
很窒息
我无法呼吸
亿万颗
雨滴的距离
很彻底
眼泪消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
Rainie love
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

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Don’t judge me by the house i live in.


Oct 28 2009

一个人漂流在这宇宙.

612 星球
S.H.E

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麼人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错
望著天空爱是否活在童话裏头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞 Oh~
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦乾眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麼多
我会幸福吗 在什麼时候 Oh~


Oct 23 2009

I Can’t Take My Eyes Off You.

The Blower’s Daughter
Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time

And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes…

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time

And so it is
The colder water
The blower’s daughter
The pupil in denial

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes…
Eyes…

Oh, did I say
That I loathe you?
Did I say
That I want to leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind
My mind…

Till I find somebody new

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I love this song! Heard it for the first time from 超級星光大道 where 倪安東 sang this song. I think 倪安東 sings better. Here’s a video of him singing this song. Enjoy.

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Btw, today’s my chinese birthday so have to eat mee sua, but my mum went malaysia to attend wedding dinner so i was left to cook my own mee sua. Turns out i overestimated the mee sua and cooked double portion!

So i had a really full dinner cos i managed to finish all of it! Haha!

Lesson learnt #1: Mee Sua multiplies in water.
Lesson learnt #2: Looks are deceiving. Same goes for mee sua.


Oct 19 2009

Here I Am.

To all my friends, especially bestie, i dedicate this song back to you!

Although it will be more touching if the guy/girl you like dedicate/sing this song to you, but me as a friend is also not too bad right! Haha.. Enjoy the song!

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Here I Am
Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I’ll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I’ll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you’ll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am


Oct 16 2009

21!

Yes! I’m finally 21! Absolutely legal.

But i dont know should i be happy or sad about it. Lol.

I know i havent blogged in a long time, it’s actually a plan to get more privacy here. =D

So i celebrated my birthday one week early, at Aloha Loyang. It was great! People who i didnt expect to turn up, turned up! Words cant describe how i felt! But i’m positive about this, I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!

Not to forget, the surprise flowers at work! Minze and Renard! LOL!

Alright, here are some photos!

Parents

Parents, Lulu and I.

Family

Family.

Lulu!

Lulu!

Ryan

Ryan.

Godmum

Godmum.

Poly

0505 + Poly.

Secondary

Secondary.

Cousins AMK

Cousins from Dad’s side.

Cousins Wdls

Cousins from Mum’s side.

Me

Me!

There are lots more photos, but limited disk space. So this is it!

Although i had a blasting pre-birthday celebration, the actual day was very very quiet. I slept till noon, had brunch with my mum, came home and spent the rest of the day with family.

祝我生日快乐。

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掉了
阿妹/阿密特

心疼的玫瑰 半夜还开着 找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及 等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝 冬天裡飘着 回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天 又何必去飞 怎麽适合
黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了 该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河 回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了 该属于剧中的对角戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽 不枯萎的藉口全掉了
曾经唱过的歌 分享过的笑声 在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认 偷偷擦去泪痕 冬天过了还是会很冷


Aug 5 2009

Flu.

I’m sick with flu!

But it’s not H1N1.

Hahaha..

Dont know why, i’ve lost the feel to blog lately. Maybe it’s the limited time i have at home.

Hmmm.. Let’s go back to 2 weeks ago. My uncle from the US came to singapore for a short holiday with his wife and 4 kids. The 4 kids are cute, but the cutest is the youngest one!

He’s so OMG freaking cute!

My uncle and his wife is chinese but dont know why their kids all look like ang moh. Maybe cos they are born in US? Lol..

Bryden!

Bryden!

Cute eh? I miss him so much! No chance of seeing him unless i fly to USA!

Everyone!

Here’s everyone, my grandma, uncle and his wife, US uncle and his family, his sister and son, me and my mum, and my mum is carrying baby Ryan.

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Now most of my days are spent working and working. Except for weekends, where i have Korean lessons together with Rena! 안녕하세요! (It means “Hello”)

Just this monday i witness 2 minor but dangerous accidents.

One is while i was waiting to cross the road, a motorcycle skidded on his right turn. It was just like what they show on tv, but hundred times more shocking to see it real life. But luckily the motorcyclist was alright. Seeing this discouraged me a little in considering to take motorcycle license. Hahaha..

Two is after the first accident, i was on the escalator down to the Mrt. I was reaching the bottom when an old lady 2 ppl in front of me fell down on her back. I dont know how that happen but i just jumped to the side and everyone was so panicky. Luckily again, someone pulled her up before there was a jam on the escalator.

Phew~

Oh and also, last saturday after our korean lesson, me and rena went to toilet and was the last to take the lift down. When we reached the lift, we heard someone pressed the lift alarm and we saw our korean teacher trapped in the lift! OMG! So i ran downstairs while rena standby upstairs. Then i went up with the CC person to help open the lift.

Initially i tried to pull open the lift doors while the CC person turn the key but i not enough strength ah. So we changed places and finally the door opened. Lucky lucky.

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I think i’m blogging like i’m writing a composition. Hmmm..

Life … is full of regrets … but we just have to live with it.

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寂寞光年
刘力扬

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了,快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

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Finally, i shall end with one last photo of Bryden poking Lulu. He likes to poke, pull Lulu’s ear and skin and hit her head like basketball, but Lulu just very quietly sit there let him do those. Lol.

Bryden!

Bryden!


Jul 5 2009

等待爆裂.

I’ve been neglecting my blog for too long!

Now it’s time to revive it!

Since i started working i dont have much time to sleep and watch tv, let alone blog.

Let’s see, after i started working, the first happening thing i remember should be our company bowling event. We went to Mount Faber Safra and there’s a competition for us too. Four ppl to a group, the first prize is 2 Gold Class tickets each, second is $50 Taka voucher each, and lastly is $20 Take voucher each.

My group didnt get into the finals but it was still fun cos i quite like to bowl and best thing was we bowled during office hours! =]

I’ll update this post with the photos soon!

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I dont have a very good memory, so i forgot what else happened after that.

But i do remember what i did on friday. Hahaha..

Me, mindy and sihui went to Rena’s house for steamboat! Poor Mindy have to OT until 11pm then reach Rena’s house. We had joy, we had fun … gossiping! As we dont have that much energy to tahan until next morning, we all went home at 3+am. Haha..

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Yesterday, i met up with sihui, jason, choon kiat, leong wei and edmund at punggol park to chill. We reached there at 6+pm then dilly dally until 8+ then we called for bill. While waiting for leong wei, we went to the playground and play. Lol. We played the swing, then after that the kid in us kicked in and we played “Crocodile”. Hahaha..

After that when leong is reaching we went back to the cafe to drink. We were deciding where to go next, sihui’s house or kopitiam, when edmund say he can drive his dad’s car!

So we went to clarke quay cos leong and jason got this secret place where nobody else knows. We bought our drinks and headed to this secret place. I tell you, the place has a very nice view of clarke quay! It’s really WOW.

I’ll not post any pictures cos this secret place cannot be disclosed. Only we know! Muahahaha..

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分生
张惠妹

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定 几个我 住在心裡面
偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姐妹
一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间裡独自面对
灰色的音乐 塞满黑夜 HIGH的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃 安静一点 忘了全世界
分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂
一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈 不停奉献 后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心 带来刺痛 撕裂的蜕变
分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像隻脆弱的刺蝟
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂


Jun 14 2009

Pulau Ubin! 07June09

For our June monthly affair, we went to Pulau Ubin.

We met at 9am (!), then took the ferry to the island. The first thing to do is to rent a bicycle ($7)! Too long never cycle so started abit wobbly.

The whole morning we cycled around some parts of the island, like Chek Jawa and beaches. Halfway thru, my sports shoe’s sole came off! Too long never wear already! =[ So tahan until reach the town area then bought a cheap but ugly slipper to wear.

Throughout the trip we saw wild boar, rabbits, lotus, sunflower, spider, durians, crabs, prawns, puppies and the thing that made me very happy upon seeing it was COKE! It was so hot the whole day even though it rained abit.

We had lunch at one of the seafood shops then headed off to one last beach before going home. The beach was quite small but there were 6 puppies living there! They are so unbelievably cute that we spent quite some time just looking at them. Hahaha..

At the end of everything, we all went home with full bodyache and pain in the ass. Lol. But it was fun!

Here are the pictures! Download Here.

ubin1 07Jun09

ubin 2 07Jun09

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I just started working! One week already! Finally found a job after so long. But it’s quite far, at Tiong Bahru. Have to travel one hour there.

Still need some time to get use to working cos i’m so tired when i get home everyday!

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Yesterday went to watch fireworks at yishun with mindy, sihui and jason. It’s the closing for arts festival. The fireworks is WOW! It’s pratically surrounding you and you have to turn in circles to see everything and so close too!

Will post the photos soon!

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For the first time in dont know how long, my sms did not exceed 400, so didnt make use of the unlimited sms.

Hmm.. i think i need more friends?

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My effing ex-boss still haven give me the rest of my March pay yet. Asshole. Keep delay and delay. Friday he asked me for my account number. I checked and he only transfered half. And i have to ask him how much he transfered then he tell me have to wait next week for the rest cos some of his cheques haven clear yet. Dont know what stupid cheques need so long to clear. And dont know how they be bosses with no money. $900 only have to drag for months. Asssssss.

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如果我变成回忆
Tank

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例 想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记


May 12 2009

秘密.

秘密
蓝又时

你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

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Picnic photos on 090509 will be up when Mindy sends me!

I’m back to Twitter. Updates on the right!


Apr 28 2009

夢醒時分.

Woo i finally have something to update.

Last Friday went out with Rena to PS cos she have to use up the remaining amount in the Dorothy Perkins Gift Card we got for her last year. We had dinner at Waraku Casual Dining which was quite satisfying cos i finally had fresh salmon sashimi after craving it for so long. Our main course was also delicious and the bowl is so big! I know i’m abit mountain tortoise ah.. Hahaha.. Btw, i cut my hair, and now the natural curls shows, making me look mature. =[

waraku 24Apr09

After everything we felt that it was too early to go home as it was a Friday night and 10+ only! But we couldnt think of what to do so we took a train back first. I alighted with her at Sembawang to discuss the plans for the following day when Ah Min called, saying that she's coming to Chong Pang with her guy and friends for supper.

So i went home to get the car and drove down to wait for them. The guys had nasi lemak and then we went for Tau Huay and egg tarts down the road.

After not meeting Ah Min for quite some time, she is still as funny as ever. What are we going to do without you Ah Min! LOL.

Drove rena back then reached home at 2+am but slept at 5am. Hahaha..

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Saturday, me and rena woke up quite late, then dilly dally here and there discussing where to go. Then Ah Min msged. After several smses and 1+ hours later, we headed down to PS again to meet Ah Min for dinner. We queued for Astons and dinner with the same group of people again.

Then we bought tickets for The International at 11.30pm. Since there was quite some time till 11.30, we hanged around Ben&Jerry. The guys were enjoying the live singing while we 3 were entertaining ourselves with Bingo and drawing. Each of us will take turns to name an object or person and draw out quickly, then see if we drew the same thing.

Sadly, it turns out i have a very different perspective of things. LOL.

The International sucks! Dont ever watch it! I blanked out in the middle of the show cos it was really slow with lots of conversation and lost what the movie was about. So i busied myself with checking whether Rena and Ah Min fell asleep. Hahaha..

After that took the night rider home with Rena and boy, what a long, tiring, hot walk to the somerset bus stop from The Cathay! Reached home at 3+am and somehow played Restaurant City until 4+am. Lol.

Ben&Jerry 25Apr09

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So that concludes my boring life!

Recently i have been listening to a few old songs like 天天想你[张雨生],他不爱我[莫文尉], 最熟悉的陌生人[萧亚轩] etc.. And so far these two are my favourite!

喜歡你
陳潔儀

喜欢你 给我你的外衣 让我像躲在你身体里
喜欢你 借我你的梳子 让我用柔软头发吻你
喜欢你 车窗上的雾气 仿佛是你的爱在呼吸
喜欢你 那微笑的眼睛 连日落也看作唇印
我喜欢这样跟着你 随便你带我到哪里
你的脸 慢慢贴近 明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心 轻触我每根手指感应
我知道 它在诉说着你承诺言语

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夢醒時分
梁靜茹 version

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

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Here’s something i did in Facebook.

My 50 little Secrets! [25Apr09]

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Jun Hong.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
In the car.

03. Your relationship status?
Very single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Lost as in pass away? Nope.

05. What is your current mood?
Tired but still wanna play Restaurant City. Haha.

06. How many siblings do you have?
Zero.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Dont have any to begin with.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Sleeping in my bed.

09. Have a crazy side?
Yeap.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Nope.

11. Something you do a lot?
For now it’s sleeping.

12. Angry at anyone?
Myself.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Afraid of getting hurt.

14. When was the last time you cried?
I think it was last week.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Depends on who and what.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Ehh.. I think about the things that happened that day.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mum.

18. What is your favorite song?
Too many to name.

19. What are you doing right now?
Restaurant City and this.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Very very close friends.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I dont know.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Rena.

24. Describe your life in one word
Boring.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
You.

26. What should you be doing right now?
SLEEPING.

27. What are you listening to?
喜欢你 by 陈洁仪.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Hmmm.. Cant remember.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
It’s always my mum.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
I think so.

31. What is your hair color?
Hmmm.. Black.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Mindy.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Dont know.

34. What do you hear?
The noisy aircon.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Abit curly.

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
Nope, cos i dont know what it means.

37. Do you have a best friend?
Of course.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Sometimes.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Dont think so.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Errr.. Nope.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Earrings.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Shopping, supper.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Of course! =[

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Might have.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Hmmm.. I dont think so.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Ermmm.. Fever i think? That was quite long ago.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Around 5am i think. Cos somebody msged me.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
How i wish i could do that.

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It’s so sad to say that i cant find anyone who loves me for who i am and not for some other things.