beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog ♥ Sat, 28 Aug 2010 16:55:39 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 The Apple(s). http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/29/the-apples/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/29/the-apples/#comments Sat, 28 Aug 2010 16:55:04 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1246 I’m going to be so broke for the rest of the year.

Just within a week i got myself two apple products. And both was unexpected. One is iMac and the other one is iPhone4!

Hebe got another new song from her new album! Another new emo song! Haha..

寂寞寂寞就好
Hebe

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

真的，我總會把你戒掉。

]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/29/the-apples/feed/ 0 The world without colours. http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/17/1224/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/17/1224/#comments Tue, 17 Aug 2010 14:39:32 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1224 I felt like blogging, but have nothing to blog, so I shall post some random photos from the last few months. =]

Some of my relatives attending Ryan’s 1st birthday at our house.

Ryan smearing cake all over himself.

Taken while waiting for friends at Robertson Quay.

Just a few minutes and the sky changes drastically.

A random night out with a few friends, and this is Quentin from France.

Somewhere.

Outside my house bus stop, waiting for a friend’s cab to pick me up.

A random night at Hougang Kbox.

Somewhere at Ann Siang Hill. Not sure where exactly cos we just walked around aimlessly.

And we walked till merlion to see fireworks from NDP Preview. See how nice the fireworks are reflected on MBS.

Beautiful.

Balls of fire.

The water from the merlion is irritating.

My iMac at work.

Lulu emoing.

I need someone, something or anything to keep me occupied. If not the mind will start wandering around and the world loses colour.

Sometimes, you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life.

The past is meant to be forgotten, but will always be remembered.

夜深人静时，你会想起谁？而谁又会让你心痛？

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁 心情变得好复杂 想他 念他 恨他 – 寂寞好了（蔡旻佑）

]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/17/1224/feed/ 0 咦 怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛。 http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/16/%e5%92%a6-%e6%80%8e%e9%ba%bc%e9%80%99%e4%b8%96%e7%95%8c-%e5%b7%b2%e7%b6%93%e6%b2%92%e6%9c%89%e4%ba%ba%e7%9b%b8%e6%84%9b%e3%80%82/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/16/%e5%92%a6-%e6%80%8e%e9%ba%bc%e9%80%99%e4%b8%96%e7%95%8c-%e5%b7%b2%e7%b6%93%e6%b2%92%e6%9c%89%e4%ba%ba%e7%9b%b8%e6%84%9b%e3%80%82/#comments Sun, 15 Aug 2010 16:12:28 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1220 Finally Hebe is going to release her album! And the first hit is nice!

Simple lyrics but says everything!

LOVE!
Hebe

我爱你你爱她
她爱她她爱他
你爱我我爱他
他爱他他爱她

咦怎么这世界已经没有人相爱
怎么这世界每个人都不快乐
怎么这世界每个人都爱别人不爱自己

Wang Lee Hom released his new album also! But i havent found the time to go buy yet. Here’s one nice song.

你不知道的事
王力宏

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是 你不知道的事
盘旋在你看不见的高空里

Went to play paintball again with some of my friends and ex-colleagues. Somehow it wasnt as fun as the first time but still, i enjoyed it. Except for the bruises and countless mosquito stings on the back of my hands, leaving them looking like they have chicken pox.

My mum helped me massage my bruises just now. I think they are going to look worse tmr. =(

It’s the same vicious cycle again.

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No matter how much i psycho myself, i still can’t pretend that i don’t care.

You don’t realise how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you.

We are all substitutes, aren’t we?

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]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/08/02/33-3/feed/ 0 Slowing down. http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/07/26/slowing-down/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/07/26/slowing-down/#comments Mon, 26 Jul 2010 10:04:22 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1183 The last few weeks had been so busy for me. I think i only went home straight after work once a week.

And then there was the bintan trip, where we finally went overseas together after so much of discussions. It was fun, although the things there was quite expensive.

Together with Mindy, Sihui and Choon Kiat, we accompanied Jason to queue for his Jay Chou’s autograph session. I grabbed the chance to help some random stranger to get his autograph cos i wanted to see him upclose. I don’t care about the autograph. It was so chaotic when the event was starting. I didn’t even need to walk. People just shoved us around.

Just this saturday we went Marina Barrage for kite flying and picnic. It was my first time there! We also stayed to watch the air display and fireworks from the NDP.

]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/07/26/slowing-down/feed/ 0 Itchy Itchy. http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/06/28/itchy-itchy/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/06/28/itchy-itchy/#comments Sun, 27 Jun 2010 18:19:49 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1181 The end of a week is the start of another and all these never ends.

I hope the world cup ends soon. Cos i realised my eczema acts up when i dont have enough sleep. And it’s itchy!
Who will win the world cup? It’s a tough one there.

Below are some of the things i got from twitter which i think it’s true for me.

#ZodiacFacts A #Libra longing for a permanent relationship might turn out to be the reason for their inability to have one.

#ZodiacFacts #Libra at any point in their adult life, are either in love with someone, or chasing the someone’s love.

#ZodiacFacts #Libras will always feel like something is missing within them.

#ZodiacFacts #Libras actually know how to cool down, and how to relax and just let things go.

#ZodiacFacts At some point, it is important to a #Libra how the world looks at them as a single person.

Time to sleep! If not i’ll probably wake up with more itch!

]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/06/28/itchy-itchy/feed/ 0 Back in business. http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/06/20/back-in-business/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/06/20/back-in-business/#comments Sun, 20 Jun 2010 09:37:19 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1177 I’m coming back to blogging! I can’t stand seeing this blog so lonely, with only a new post every few months.

So i’ll blog everyday or every few days, one paragraph or even just a sentence.

I’ve lost track of what i did for the past few months, so to summarise, i’ve moved house and changed job yet again. For the 4th time in 2 years. It’s not that i don’t like m previous job, but this job i changed to have a better prospect.

And yes, i finally moved away from admiralty. For pictures, click here.

For the last 3 weekends i have been reaching home/sleeping at only 6am. This is certainly not very healthy. Plus alcohol and not sleeping well. So last night was just alcohol and sleeping at 4am. Haha.

And now it’s the world cup! I looked back on my posts 4 years ago to see what i was doing at that time, and boy, i was overwhelmed with emotions. 4 years seems like a long, yet short time and so many things have happened.

Alright, a song to end this post.

明知我爱你
龚芝怡

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你，越靠近你，越犹豫

明 知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
（真的没 关系）

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你 知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你
假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

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]]> http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/05/26/soon-3/feed/ 2 以前以后。 http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/04/04/%e4%bb%a5%e5%89%8d%e4%bb%a5%e5%90%8e%e3%80%82/ http://beckxy.com/blog/2010/04/04/%e4%bb%a5%e5%89%8d%e4%bb%a5%e5%90%8e%e3%80%82/#comments Sun, 04 Apr 2010 15:49:24 +0000 beckxy http://beckxy.com/blog/?p=1168

本来总是牵着的手
现在怎么各自寂寞
你在抽完烟后 还要忙什么

本来总是浪漫帜热
现在怎么被动冷漠
你的心里是否 还剩下温柔

假如我提的每个梦
你都觉得沉重 WOOH~
我还能够做什么 是放手或泪流

以前说的不是这种以后
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过 才短暂拥有

以前要得不是这种以后
感动被生活辗过
爱情 就磨成了寂寞

以前说的不是这种以后
心事不该窒息的锁着
相爱也不该变成 互相痛快的指责

以前要的不是这种以后
看幸福慢慢褪色
爱你 值得不值得

——

快乐不该变得像彩虹 都要让大雨淋过 才短暂拥有

Sometimes, life is too short to waste time thinking about unimportant things. Don’t spend 15mins deciding something which should only take 1min.

I wish i have more spontaneous friends. Just like my cousins, who decides to ask me and my mum go Loyang Tua Pek Gong at 1+am. And we can just go holiday without any worries.

I wonder how some people survive on their stupidity. Are they really that stupid or are they acting stupid. This is one of the things that baffles me.

By the way, this is my personal space so quit asking why like that, who you talking about, why so angry… Well, you get it. Cos it IRRITATES ME! So STFU!

I’m an unpredictable woman. RAWRS!

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