The last few weeks had been so busy for me. I think i only went home straight after work once a week.

And then there was the bintan trip, where we finally went overseas together after so much of discussions. It was fun, although the things there was quite expensive.

Together with Mindy, Sihui and Choon Kiat, we accompanied Jason to queue for his Jay Chou’s autograph session. I grabbed the chance to help some random stranger to get his autograph cos i wanted to see him upclose. I don’t care about the autograph. It was so chaotic when the event was starting. I didn’t even need to walk. People just shoved us around.

Just this saturday we went Marina Barrage for kite flying and picnic. It was my first time there! We also stayed to watch the air display and fireworks from the NDP.

I’m coming back to blogging! I can’t stand seeing this blog so lonely, with only a new post every few months.

So i’ll blog everyday or every few days, one paragraph or even just a sentence.

I’ve lost track of what i did for the past few months, so to summarise, i’ve moved house and changed job yet again. For the 4th time in 2 years. It’s not that i don’t like m previous job, but this job i changed to have a better prospect.

And yes, i finally moved away from admiralty. For pictures, click here.

For the last 3 weekends i have been reaching home/sleeping at only 6am. This is certainly not very healthy. Plus alcohol and not sleeping well. So last night was just alcohol and sleeping at 4am. Haha.

And now it’s the world cup! I looked back on my posts 4 years ago to see what i was doing at that time, and boy, i was overwhelmed with emotions. 4 years seems like a long, yet short time and so many things have happened.

Alright, a song to end this post.

明知我爱你
龚芝怡

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你，越靠近你，越犹豫

明 知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系
（真的没 关系）

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你 知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你
假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

本来总是牵着的手
现在怎么各自寂寞
你在抽完烟后 还要忙什么

本来总是浪漫帜热
现在怎么被动冷漠
你的心里是否 还剩下温柔

假如我提的每个梦
你都觉得沉重 WOOH~
我还能够做什么 是放手或泪流

以前说的不是这种以后
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过 才短暂拥有

以前要得不是这种以后
感动被生活辗过
爱情 就磨成了寂寞

以前说的不是这种以后
心事不该窒息的锁着
相爱也不该变成 互相痛快的指责

以前要的不是这种以后
看幸福慢慢褪色
爱你 值得不值得

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快乐不该变得像彩虹 都要让大雨淋过 才短暂拥有

Sometimes, life is too short to waste time thinking about unimportant things. Don’t spend 15mins deciding something which should only take 1min.

I wish i have more spontaneous friends. Just like my cousins, who decides to ask me and my mum go Loyang Tua Pek Gong at 1+am. And we can just go holiday without any worries.

I wonder how some people survive on their stupidity. Are they really that stupid or are they acting stupid. This is one of the things that baffles me.

By the way, this is my personal space so quit asking why like that, who you talking about, why so angry… Well, you get it. Cos it IRRITATES ME! So STFU!

I’m an unpredictable woman. RAWRS!